An update for Jillian in Career Services!

my blog I keep :)

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pressing on

I feel like no matter how much progress i make there are incredibly, tremendous setbacks.
No matter how much i figure out, no matter how many epiphany's, or even how many things my heart can dream up... it's never enough for the constant upheaval that rocks my world.

i want to graduate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it'll happen someday...
so everyone that's interested in student council make sure to attend an interest meeting today or tomorrow at 12, 1, 5, or 6 either day in room 252 in the student center!!

Got nothing to say anymore
There's nothing new
It's all been done before
Not looking to settle the score
So please let me be

Thought I'd be the one you'd adore
I always thought
I would be so much more
Want something that I can't afford
So please let me be
Please let me be

This is the end of a really sad story
But don't feel bad for me
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be
Like the star of a really sad story
You don't live happily
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be

-----Plain White T’s----

So the day…

It was decided that today would be spent breathing.

No church today as a crisis happened around 5:30 this morning… after the crisis was averted?

I laid face down in my yummy comfy bed BREATHING

Time to balance the check book and even more scarily the debit card… after the bookwork?

I laid face up on the floor BREATHING

The amazing roommate wanted “pie shaped brownies” so on to “pie shaped brownies” then some breathing and thought. Deep thought… results of the deep thinking? pie shaped brownies are way easier than figuring out life... stick with the baking...

ch...ch...ch...changes.....

so.... as of this week i am no longer a professional communication student but I belong to the theatre department at the school of comm and arts.... IT HAPPENED SOOO FAST... talk about not having time to breathe. my biggest reason for switching was the comm and arts school only has on campus classes. i am not very successful in online classes and i figure as long as i moved to Virginia i may as well make use of my time... BAD NEWS... i accepted a new ADP which means you guys are going to be seeing me for a long time to come :)

some random thoughts in lyrics

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
'Til I find somebody new

very much back

hello everyone.
I'm very much back and look forward to rejoining the land of the living :)
my stint in nowhere land was altogether not fun and i hope very much to never visit again.
also I decided it would be particularly cool of me to drop off the face of the earth for the month of June. So what was I really doing?
Maybe I was skiing in the arctic and wrastling polar bears... I could have been living it up poolside in Hollywood w/ my own personal Cabana boy...Or you could make up some fun and exciting story and insert ________ (there) ... It's really up to you. At any rate it's fabulous to be back...
:)
See you around.